Jul 2008

This is one of the days that i feel i have to let it out. the feeling is so strong that i have to write it down. Did i have too much drinks or has it been secretaly accumulating for the past four months? I miss my family and friends so much that I wish I could turn back time and go back into the past. The images of happy times just keep popping into my head. Everything seem fne but yet not so fine. Something seem to be missing and i don't know what is that.
I have a landlady who treated me like a daughter but yet she is not a real mother to me. I have a chatty housemate but yet she is not like my sister. I have friends but yet are close like the ones at home.

At this very moment, I wish I am in the bed knowing that when I wake up the next day, I have my nasi lemak waiting for me.